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i think my obsession with justin bieber is coming back... it was fading away BUT he will be in greenville in 18 days and i'm about to doodoo on myself. i have to go, his concerts are so exciting!! i mean how could anyone not be obsessed wif his cute wittle self.

on another note

- thanksgiving break was fun and this weekend was really funny!

so thursday night, i went to the movies to see tangled 3D with my father and my brother and his family! it was really cute, i even cried... THEN thursday at 12 i went shopping with my sister-in-law and stayed out until 5am. came home and slept then went with lauren to sandhills and shopped all day then we tasted these chocolate coverd strawberrys and got inspired to go make our own.. which failed at first, then we figured out how to do it, and they were really good, then we watched the last song, so great!

den, saturday night i watched the wittle baby cwemson tigers get beat by the gamecocks, and then spent the night with other lauren and had a "bff night" we have those randomly now, and they are the funniest nights ever. i love baby fred, even if he attacked me.

oh, and wittle bff mary came and visited me tonight, luh her.

..........anteways back to reality tomorrow.

I REALLY DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL, but only like 16 days until christmas break!

we decorated for chrismas last night and my mom bought me another box of gingerbread men! ....this will be my third box in the last week.. sad, i know! i just love them SO much and can't control myself around them.

alwight, well i'm about to go look for justin bieber tickets so i can sheee him soon! bey.

over&out.

give fanks.

fank da lerd, tomorrow is fanksgiving!

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they are a.m.a.z.i.n.g.

i'm really thankful:

-for god, and everything he did before i got here, has done since my life begun, and will do before my life is over. THANK YOU!

-that god blessed me with a wonderful life, though things aren't always what i want it to be, i don't have all the money in the world, everythings not always perfect.. i'm a lot luckier than some people, and i couldn't thank him enough.

-for my wonderful family, couldn't love them more! i'm thankful that we are all really close, and even though we might disagree on things, god couldn't have blessed me with a better one.

-for my friends.. even though they might not be there for me 100% of the time, that's okay.. i'm still thankful i have people that can make me laugh and cry.

-for gingerbread men, taylor.swift, justin.bieber, starbucks, moutain dew and sweet tea, because i can be in the worst mood..but no doubt those things are guaranteed to make me feel a little better.

- a whole lot more of things, but i really don't feel like typing all of them.

shout out to lauren tollison, who used to be my bestfriend from about 7th to 10th grade, i don't really know what changed, or why they did, but i still love you lots and hope you had THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! i luv* u. <hahahah.

o cwistmas twee.

so, i'm officialy in the christmas mode.

i mean i don't know what it is about walking into stores and seeing all the christmas decorations, or turning on the tv and seeing commercials about christmas, or watching christmas movies, having a cup of hot chocolate handy and eating boxes of gingerbread men! It just makes me SO happy!!!

-this weekend has been rather boring, i mean i basically sat here all weekend, ate a whole box of gingerbread men and watched about five movies all by myself and then today i went shopping, and went and saved my bestfriend from her bordem because i'm the bestest bestfriend ever. then mary ran me over with her car, and we peed on ourselves laughing so hard.

that's about my whole weekend, i'm really such a exciting person.

how could anyone not want to be bestfriends with me? i mean five movies, AND a box of gingerbread men. wow. 

kidding, obviously..

oh yeah, have i mentioned how much i HATE being ignored? 

well i do.

TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL THIS WEEK! two. please hurry! that is all i ask.

okay, so i'm watching elf, so....bey.

over&out.

only girl, ♥

hellller fellow readers! today was my wonderful mommy's birthday! so, shout out to rita! love you! also, my little baby mark-wayne III's first birthday, shout out to my witttle baby, even though he can't read! ♥ so, it had beeeeen rainy all day but i maintained my good mood throughout the day, went home and played with wittle jadyn! i know, sounds like i have the best life ever, hanging out with two year olds, psh.. who wouldn't wanna be me? (;

--iggght so, i hate it when people have like two different personalites -like really? it pisses me off more than anything. but dat's fine, whateva tooots yo' hern.

i'm so excited for thursday!!!!

laurens coming over to make ginger bread men and watch christmas movies, because we like to get in the spirit a little early! (; then we're going to the talent show and watch baby erin do her thang! ♥ soooooo excited.

i cannot wait for thanksgiving! SO SO SO SO SO SO overly excited! and of course the day after thanksgiving, im waking lauren up at 3, getting ready and heading to columbia for the day after thanksgiving sale, how great! hahahahaha, it's a tradition we have, we go every year from now on til we wrinkled[er].

all the stores are putting out christmas decorations, and i'm hearing christmas songs on the radio, i don't think anything makes me as happy as christmas time! loveeeeeeeeeeeeee it. ♥

-i got a lot to do tonight, so...bey.

over&out.

simple little things make me the happiest

so, thursday until today i've been in tennessee! IT WAS A LOT OF FUN! it really feels amazing to get away from camden with just the family for a few days! -to leave behind all my worries and annoyances to go to a place where i can forget everything and have fun! my family is crazy! i have sixteen immediate family members which i am extremely close to every single one of them. seriously, love them all too much! 

it's a tradition we go to tennesee every year, most people wonder why we pick tennesee, it's such a random place to go, but i wouldn't want to go anywhere else, its my favorite place in the world!

anyways, back to reality tomorrow.. oh, how upsetting!

side note:

this weekend has really taught me not to take things for granted, i do realize one day i won't have all of my family around me, but i have them all now, and i enjoy every single moment of it... though, we do tend to get a little loud sometimes, and disagree on a lot of things. i would be perfectly happy if i just had my family around me the rest of my life. they are the most loving, retarded, welcoming, crazy, loudest, weirdest family out there.. but i wouldn't trade them for anything else in da werld! (;

i've decided not to let people bring me down! i've decided to let people think what they want to think, and act how they want to act.. but, in the end, i'm still happy, and that's really all that matters. 

i have a lot of unpacking to do, so i'm out!

over&out!

long live.

Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately, what i've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. when we didn't say 'i love you.' when we should've said 'i'm sorry.' when we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
Words can break someone into a millions pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones that you use to intentionally hurt someone.
What you say might be too much for some people. maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. but i think the words you stop yourself from saying are the words that will haunt you the longest.
So say it to them. or say it to yourself in the mirror. say it in a letter you'll never send or in a book millions might read someday. i think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying 'i could've, but its too late now.' 
There is a time for silence. there is a time waiting your turn. but if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you'll know it.
-TS ♥