i just wannnna be succesfull

so, im sitting here wacthing mary clean her room, i had to bring her my vacuum cleaner.. such a struggle to load in my car all by myself.. and now she is so facinated by the dirt sensor, she keeps vacuuming, so you know.. i decided to blog.
& because i promised isabel i would update it if she would update hers.. [which i don't see happening young lady!]

nothing really excitings going on in big camden, or my SUPER FUN life.. so, you'll deal with reading about.. me!

1. i have something wrong with me, that when i'm hungry.. i get SO mean but right after i eat i am so sweet again! (; ..thankfully my loving friends don't let me go hungry often. ♥

2. i also have a laughing disorder that causes me to laugh at not funny things, i get in trouble a lot for that, but i seriously can't control it.

3. i don't really like half the people in my school..but i put up with them anyways.

4. i'm reallllly disapointed in my mother for naming me "bonnie" i mean did she seriously not think about how embaressing it would be for me to have to intraduce myself with a name like that.. ha, oh well.

5. i don't ever listen in any of my classes but i manage to make good grades.. not because i have a good memory but because i have a technique that on mutiple choice answers i look up at a random poster in the room and the first letter out of A,B,C, or D i see, is the answer i circle.. and its ALWAYS right.. i wouldn't reccomend it though because everyone else tried and seemed to fail.. hahaha.

6. car rides with my bestfriend are seriously the funniest things ever..

7. i don't care what people think, i'm not just saying that because everyone else does, i just honestly don't care if you like what i'm wearing, how my hair is, or how i act. it is what it is, and everyone else can just deal.

8. i have big goals for the future, and im reallly excited!

9. once, i tried lighting my fart on fire.. i wouldn't ever recomend that to anyone...

10. i laugh at everything.

11. i can't stand when people are in bad moods.

12. i also get so annoyed when people say "huh" or "what" when i know they heard what i said, but i always do that, i can't complain.. i just don't like when other people do it to me.

13. i love my family, so so so so so so so much. from my grandparents to my little cousins.. we're all reallly close, i really love ittt.

14. i've never lost anyone close to me, i dread the day that happens because i don't know how i will manage.

15. i do love god a lot.. ♥  ferrrreal.

16. i have a funny sense of humor, and i don't like when people are serious all the time, they just need to let loose and live a little.

17. i also don't like being ignored.

18. one of my biggest pet peeves is when people text me like this: "hey wut r u doin?" but like everyone i text types like that, so i have to deal with it.. its just SO ANNOYING.

19. mary is done facinating over my vacuum cleaner now.. so we're heading out.

oh yeah.. happpy halloweeeen!
boo.

over&out.

click to block out the rain.

i don't really know what that songs about... i just like listening to it.

so, its raining really hard and kind of freaking me out, so i thought i would blog to calm me down. i hate thunderstorms, i get so paranoid that i can't even dry my hair because i think lightning going to strike me. it's horrible. well actually, the thunder scares me the most.. especially when it BOOMS and then your power goes out.. IM SCARED TO BE ALL ALONE IN THE DARK!
oh and on top of this scary storm: tornado watch until 2am.
really?! how am i supposed to sleep with all of this going on... shooooot.

okay side note:

i kind of love my bestfriend mary kohn.. we laugh at literally everything

she just sent me this: click to laugh.

WATCH UNTIL THE VERY END.

hahahahhahahahahahahahahaha, kind of made me laugh a lot.

sorry to my two or three readers about tonights slack blog, i'm getting really scared, i can hear it over my music and lightning popping every where so.....

over&out.

click, ♥

taylor swifts new album just came out, SPEAK NOW!! i love it SO much!
she is the best, she has a song for whatever mood you're in.. heart broken or head over heels in love, you can relate to most of her songs..♥
right now i'm kinding of feeling her song: sparks fly! (;
"i could wait paitently, but i really wish you would.. drop everything now. meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain, 'cause i see sparks fly whenever you smile."

just on my mind: 
sometimes i want to take a little sneak peek into my future, see who i'll end up marrying, how many kids i'll have, who i'll turn out to be. if only. i can't wait until i get older, even though everyone says not to rush your life.. i just can't wait to experience my own family, and stuff like that! high schools getting a little old, walking halls with same stuck up people, cramming everything you know in your head for the year just to pass exams then forgetting it all the year after. i mean, i'm sure i will miss everything about high-school when i'm older and will be begging to re-live it all over again but right now, i just wanna grow up!


i can't make up my mind on anything i do, probably because i watch to many chick-flick's where the boy is always perfect, and if he leaves.. he is more than likely going to return by the end of the movie, and if he really wants you back then he will go through anything to get there... yeah, i guess thats what i have pictured in my mind. but, i really do need to face the fact that not every guy is perfect, and half of them will screw you over and the other half isn't what you really want to be with... but i know, that there is one out there who will make my world go round, make me fall head over heels in love and be the prince charming God decided to give me.. until then, i guess i'll just wait..♥


sorry with all this love talk, taylor swift really gets to me.. HAHAHHAHAA.


over&out.