"Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason. But no, no, John Hughes did not direct my life." -easy A


i'm watching easy A for probably like the fifth time in the last week.. i love ittt.


oh and girls are really really really dumb.


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whoa, how sweet it is.

first off, i gave up on that ten day challenge thing.. it was getting dumb.

so, its christmas eve and i should be in bed so santa can come but here i am, blogging...haha. i'm really excited its christmas, and its not all because i have some pretty big presents under my tree but because this time of year it feels like you can just let go and not care about anything and everything still be ok. christmas, to me, is very over commercialized.. i mean sure its fun to believe in santa when you are little and make all the goodies for him and get in bed extra early so he will be sure to stop by your house. i mean that was probably my favorite part of christmas when i was little. BUT, it seems that not many people even realize the fact of WHY we even celebrate christmas... its not because a fat jolly little man flys in the sky, christmas is to celebrate the birth of God's son who he gave, who then gave his life for you and me. so tomorrow when you open all of your presents, who cares if you didn't get all the things you asked for?? you have already been given the greatest gift of all: jesus christ! ..but whether you accept that gift, its up to you.

on another note:
its sad to me that some people out there aren't having a christmas.. i wish i had all the money in the world to help out everyone.. but unfortunatly, i don't. :(
i just watched justin biebers video called pray : click this to watch it and it makes me want to go out and help everyone in the world. i have actually always wanted to make a change.. i mean i guess everyone thinks about it at least once in there life...but not many people actually get out there and do it! so i pinky promise whoever that before i die, i will make a change somewhere in this world.

PS. ITS SUPPOSED TO SNOW TOMORROW NIGHT!!! staying with my girls tomorrow night, super excited for our play date in the snow! <3 don't let us down weather man.. 6 inches or more..thanks.
-shout out to my girls lauren tollison and erin haynes.. i love yall!!!! <3

my life is really really really reallly really good right now and i'm really really really happy!!!

-merry christmas yall!!!





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woah.

la la la la..

-day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

-day two: nine things about yourself. 
-day three: eight ways to win your heart. 
-day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot. 
-day five: six things you wish you’d never done. 
-day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever). 
-day seven: four turn offs. 
-day eight: three turn ons. 
-day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
- day ten: one  confession


day three: eight ways to win your heart.
1. make me feeeel like im the only girl in the world.
2. like i'm the one that you'll ever love
3. like i'm the only who knows your heart.
4. only girl in the world.
5. like i'm the only thats in command.
6. cause i'm the only one who understands
7. how to make you feeel like a man.
8. yeahhhhhhh. 
-hahahah, i def. just put the song lyrics to only girl.. because i lur dem.. and you can't win my heart..<3


i figured i would go ahead and do this now, because i'm hanging out with all of my FATTIES tonight.. i'm reallllllllllllllly excited.. heller summer 08?!
OH MY GOSH... I GET TO SEE MY BABY TURTLE TONIGHT, BENTLEY!!!
he is home from the classroom...ahhh, i'm SO excited. love you bentt!
alright well i'm going to the bank before it closes.. bey.


over&out..

want you to make me feel, like im the only girl in the world!

one time.

first off, let me tell you that im in a DEEP depression today!... okay, not really.. but its really driving me INSANE that justin bieber is in south carolina, and i'm not going to see him.

like, i'm slightly obsessed.. i can't help it though, once you catch dat fever, there is no cure, (;

so, im wearing my warm 2 layer socks, hair up in a bun, wrapped up in a blanket with white chocolate mocha beside me listening to my world acoustic..wishing i was in greenville RIGHT NOW!

-day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

-day two: nine things about yourself.
-day three: eight ways to win your heart.
-day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
-day five: six things you wish you’d never done.
-day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
-day seven: four turn offs.
-day eight: three turn ons.
-day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now. day ten: one  confession


day two: nine things about yourself.
1. i'm kind of obsessed with justin bieber. obviously.. <3 its real bad.
2. i love love love love love love love long warm fuzzy socks, they are the best.
3. i'm pretty nice, for the most part. i don't like bad moods or rude people.
4. i laugh at every thing.. and get in trouble for it a lot..
5. i'm extremley picky on certain things.
6. i love watching movies at home rather than a theatre.
7. i cannot stand being ignored. AT ALL.
8. i'm definetly not the type of person to beg for forgiveness. it used to effect me a lot when my friends got mad at me. but now, its like whatever.
9. i am in love with jesus christ..<3 and my family are the best people ever, moms side at least! (;

boom boom boom

oh heller, i really have nothing to blog about; so i'm copying isabel who is copying brooke on this little thingy:


-day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

-day two: nine things about yourself.

-day three: eight ways to win your heart.

-day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.

-day five: six things you wish you’d never done.

-day six: five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

-day seven: four turn offs.

-day eight: three turn ons.

-day nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
-day ten: one confession

hm, lets see..

day 1: ten thing you want to say to ten different people right now:

1. hey cootie.. <3

2. you is my bestfwiend and we ALWAYS get in trouble for laughing! we only text each other retarded pictures of ourselves looking mental.. but it kind of makes my day. i lur you a lot..k bey.

3. you're feet smell worse than my cheerleading shoes..

4. hey, we occasionly have a 'bff' weekend, and those are the BEST! baylen..WHAT IS THAT?! hahah "is it his weenie?!" <3 your family.

5.thank you for making me waffles, lerve you.

6. i miss yall.i miss yall.i miss yall. i miss how close we used to all be. i miss hanging out every single day. i miss THAT summer soooo much.

7. hey, i hope you're doing good in the classroom! [that was to my turtle, bentley.].

8. hey, i love you a lot and you're one of my art buddys that make me laugh a lot..."full speed poppy!...SLOW DOWN POPPY! <3

9. you're like a little mommy.. i will miss spilling our drinks everyday. you is tooooo funny! <3

10. you're my 'bff' haha yet we never hardly talk anymore, but i ler you a lot. we need to hang out asap and save turtles.. <3

anteways..

tommorrow will be VERY depressing.

justin freaking beeebs will be in SOUTH CAROLINA.. and i'm not even going to his concert, i mean is my family literally that crazy to not buy me tickets?! soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset. i'm wearing all black tomorrow to express my depression about this...

friday is a half day!!!

i think a lot of us are going ice skating then probably blowing up things that night, because we discoverd how much fun it is.

one night, i want to go cow tipping.. hopefully we will go on that adventure soon. but then its CHRISTMAS BREAK! no school, heller?!

-oh junior year so far has been my favorite year.. i guess thats when everything happens! everyone is matured..for the most part! i don't know but like everyone has changed so much, and theres not many weekends where i'm sitting at home, bored. and i just lurrrrrrrr it.

i'm about to go eat pickles and study for chemistry.. bey.

oh and hi calfal.

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cooooties.

what we did this weekend:

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this weeeekend was fun, let me sum it up ferrr you:

friday: camden dominated in basketball against lugoff, i really love that feeeling.

saturday, i woke up at da crack of mernin time and went to the parade with lauren.. yearly tradition, i really don't know why i love sitting out in the cold/rain watching people on floats, i guess it might be all the candy i get.. but anyways i love it. <3

then me and merrry kohn went to columbia with her father and then dinner at bonefish grill, mmm.

after that, we met up with marissa and mitchell then we met up with erryone else and went to josh's house and played with fire and gasoline..it was actually fun. 

mitchell went out and bought like 160 dollars of fireworks because he's dumb and we taped them all together and blew them up in the woods, SO cool. funniest thing ever though, i thought we started a forest fire though forreal. 

then after blowing up a few more things, we left.

next weeked: beans+fire experiement. HAHAHA.

mm, lifes going prettttty great at the moment, nothing to complain about except for the fact i got home this morning and i found a decapitated gingerbread man on my pillow and a note that read "i decapitated your gingerbread man, poor ginger." -from my stupid sister. for those who do not know, i'm slightly obsessed with gingerbread men. <3 haha, but other than thats errrythings good!

bey!

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act a fooooool.

right thru me..<3

tonight..me, mary, marissa, erin, shelly, allen and mitchell went to wild wings, for a early birthday dinner for marissa, it was funnn/funny. i lur dem, <3 after wild wings.. traditional stop to sturrrbucks for a CARAMEL APPLE SPICE, this is the best drink ever, it's like heaven in a cup, SO GOOD. we tried to track down santa claus but he had ran away..mm.

i'm really excited for this weekend:

friday, we play lugoff in basketball again..at lugoff! GO BULLDOGS!

saturday, camden christmas parade, hahaha this really excites  i go every single year, love it!

and then maybe, possibly, ice skating?!

ITS SUPPOSED TO SNOW MONDAY!!!

i really really really really really hope it does.. marys house, and then playing with my favorites!

oh and today i found another one of my biggest pet peeves:

-when people try and make you look/sound stupid.

it's really annoying, just putting that out there, (;

**KCSD needs to really turn on the heat in CHS's main building..thank ya.

..my mom just came in here and put tape on my nose and pulled it off, she's kind of retarded.

one more week until christmas break....act a foool.

hm, lifes going kind of good right now? i don't really have anything to vent or complain about..so, im going to dry my hair, and hope the rest of my week is amazing..

<3

bey.

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we r who we r

cwick and wisten.

...eleanor and margaret have have made me want to do write another blog, even though there's nothing to blog about!

i'm just really mad at eleanor for not mentioning me in her blog, but mentioning maggie...just wait.

lets see:

i'm bonnie. i'm not really good on advice giving but i'm a good listener. i'm copying this from ishafel. i hate being home alone. i love to laugh. i have to drink sweet tea every morning or i get in the worst moods. i love perfumes, they make me excited. this is my favorite time of year, it seems like everyone is happier. i love love love taylor swift and justin bieber. i don't like when people hate on justin bieber..it makes me really angry. i love having a cold and losing my voice, halfway. i laugh at myself all the time. i love art with my favorites. my bestfriend is the funniest person ever, and i love going on car rides with her. speaking of car rides.. i absolutely love long ones. i love my family and god a lot. i wish i still believed in santa, it was so fun. i really love san jose. i'm currently having a coughing spasum and can't stop. i get distracted easily. i laugh at peoples feet. i'm the most picky person ever. i love my cheerleading squad, we are really cute. i lose everything, i'm the most irresposible person ever. i'm also really lazy. i don't like when people don't say thank you or bless my sneezes. i gave someone a dollar today and felt good. i don't like scary looking people. i try to tell people what they want to hear all the time. i love blankets and lotions. i wish i was nice to everyone. i wish sometimes i didn't say things i did. i wish sometimes i knew what i was supposed to do, because right now i'm pretty lost. i like glitter and i like to sing songs that make no since. i'm not sure why i just did this, but i realized i have chemistry test tomorrow and mr. gweene is very mad at me from our fight yesterday so i have to go study and pass, so he'll get his panties out of his butthole. bey.

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that should be me

my favorite.

CLICK DAT! ^^^



i think my obsession with justin bieber is coming back... it was fading away BUT he will be in greenville in 18 days and i'm about to doodoo on myself. i have to go, his concerts are so exciting!! i mean how could anyone not be obsessed wif his cute wittle self.

on another note

- thanksgiving break was fun and this weekend was really funny!

so thursday night, i went to the movies to see tangled 3D with my father and my brother and his family! it was really cute, i even cried... THEN thursday at 12 i went shopping with my sister-in-law and stayed out until 5am. came home and slept then went with lauren to sandhills and shopped all day then we tasted these chocolate coverd strawberrys and got inspired to go make our own.. which failed at first, then we figured out how to do it, and they were really good, then we watched the last song, so great!

den, saturday night i watched the wittle baby cwemson tigers get beat by the gamecocks, and then spent the night with other lauren and had a "bff night" we have those randomly now, and they are the funniest nights ever. i love baby fred, even if he attacked me.

oh, and wittle bff mary came and visited me tonight, luh her.

..........anteways back to reality tomorrow.

I REALLY DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL, but only like 16 days until christmas break!

we decorated for chrismas last night and my mom bought me another box of gingerbread men! ....this will be my third box in the last week.. sad, i know! i just love them SO much and can't control myself around them.

alwight, well i'm about to go look for justin bieber tickets so i can sheee him soon! bey.

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give fanks.

fank da lerd, tomorrow is fanksgiving!

RIGHT CLICK! new tab.

they are a.m.a.z.i.n.g.

i'm really thankful:

-for god, and everything he did before i got here, has done since my life begun, and will do before my life is over. THANK YOU!

-that god blessed me with a wonderful life, though things aren't always what i want it to be, i don't have all the money in the world, everythings not always perfect.. i'm a lot luckier than some people, and i couldn't thank him enough.

-for my wonderful family, couldn't love them more! i'm thankful that we are all really close, and even though we might disagree on things, god couldn't have blessed me with a better one.

-for my friends.. even though they might not be there for me 100% of the time, that's okay.. i'm still thankful i have people that can make me laugh and cry.

-for gingerbread men, taylor.swift, justin.bieber, starbucks, moutain dew and sweet tea, because i can be in the worst mood..but no doubt those things are guaranteed to make me feel a little better.

- a whole lot more of things, but i really don't feel like typing all of them.

shout out to lauren tollison, who used to be my bestfriend from about 7th to 10th grade, i don't really know what changed, or why they did, but i still love you lots and hope you had THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! i luv* u. <hahahah.

o cwistmas twee.

so, i'm officialy in the christmas mode.

i mean i don't know what it is about walking into stores and seeing all the christmas decorations, or turning on the tv and seeing commercials about christmas, or watching christmas movies, having a cup of hot chocolate handy and eating boxes of gingerbread men! It just makes me SO happy!!!

-this weekend has been rather boring, i mean i basically sat here all weekend, ate a whole box of gingerbread men and watched about five movies all by myself and then today i went shopping, and went and saved my bestfriend from her bordem because i'm the bestest bestfriend ever. then mary ran me over with her car, and we peed on ourselves laughing so hard.

that's about my whole weekend, i'm really such a exciting person.

how could anyone not want to be bestfriends with me? i mean five movies, AND a box of gingerbread men. wow. 

kidding, obviously..

oh yeah, have i mentioned how much i HATE being ignored? 

well i do.

TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL THIS WEEK! two. please hurry! that is all i ask.

okay, so i'm watching elf, so....bey.

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only girl, ♥

hellller fellow readers! today was my wonderful mommy's birthday! so, shout out to rita! love you! also, my little baby mark-wayne III's first birthday, shout out to my witttle baby, even though he can't read! ♥ so, it had beeeeen rainy all day but i maintained my good mood throughout the day, went home and played with wittle jadyn! i know, sounds like i have the best life ever, hanging out with two year olds, psh.. who wouldn't wanna be me? (;

--iggght so, i hate it when people have like two different personalites -like really? it pisses me off more than anything. but dat's fine, whateva tooots yo' hern.

i'm so excited for thursday!!!!

laurens coming over to make ginger bread men and watch christmas movies, because we like to get in the spirit a little early! (; then we're going to the talent show and watch baby erin do her thang! ♥ soooooo excited.

i cannot wait for thanksgiving! SO SO SO SO SO SO overly excited! and of course the day after thanksgiving, im waking lauren up at 3, getting ready and heading to columbia for the day after thanksgiving sale, how great! hahahahaha, it's a tradition we have, we go every year from now on til we wrinkled[er].

all the stores are putting out christmas decorations, and i'm hearing christmas songs on the radio, i don't think anything makes me as happy as christmas time! loveeeeeeeeeeeeee it. ♥

-i got a lot to do tonight, so...bey.

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simple little things make me the happiest

so, thursday until today i've been in tennessee! IT WAS A LOT OF FUN! it really feels amazing to get away from camden with just the family for a few days! -to leave behind all my worries and annoyances to go to a place where i can forget everything and have fun! my family is crazy! i have sixteen immediate family members which i am extremely close to every single one of them. seriously, love them all too much! 

it's a tradition we go to tennesee every year, most people wonder why we pick tennesee, it's such a random place to go, but i wouldn't want to go anywhere else, its my favorite place in the world!

anyways, back to reality tomorrow.. oh, how upsetting!

side note:

this weekend has really taught me not to take things for granted, i do realize one day i won't have all of my family around me, but i have them all now, and i enjoy every single moment of it... though, we do tend to get a little loud sometimes, and disagree on a lot of things. i would be perfectly happy if i just had my family around me the rest of my life. they are the most loving, retarded, welcoming, crazy, loudest, weirdest family out there.. but i wouldn't trade them for anything else in da werld! (;

i've decided not to let people bring me down! i've decided to let people think what they want to think, and act how they want to act.. but, in the end, i'm still happy, and that's really all that matters. 

i have a lot of unpacking to do, so i'm out!

over&out!

long live.

Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately, what i've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. when we didn't say 'i love you.' when we should've said 'i'm sorry.' when we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
Words can break someone into a millions pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones that you use to intentionally hurt someone.
What you say might be too much for some people. maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. but i think the words you stop yourself from saying are the words that will haunt you the longest.
So say it to them. or say it to yourself in the mirror. say it in a letter you'll never send or in a book millions might read someday. i think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying 'i could've, but its too late now.' 
There is a time for silence. there is a time waiting your turn. but if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you'll know it.
-TS ♥

i just wannnna be succesfull

so, im sitting here wacthing mary clean her room, i had to bring her my vacuum cleaner.. such a struggle to load in my car all by myself.. and now she is so facinated by the dirt sensor, she keeps vacuuming, so you know.. i decided to blog.
& because i promised isabel i would update it if she would update hers.. [which i don't see happening young lady!]

nothing really excitings going on in big camden, or my SUPER FUN life.. so, you'll deal with reading about.. me!

1. i have something wrong with me, that when i'm hungry.. i get SO mean but right after i eat i am so sweet again! (; ..thankfully my loving friends don't let me go hungry often. ♥

2. i also have a laughing disorder that causes me to laugh at not funny things, i get in trouble a lot for that, but i seriously can't control it.

3. i don't really like half the people in my school..but i put up with them anyways.

4. i'm reallllly disapointed in my mother for naming me "bonnie" i mean did she seriously not think about how embaressing it would be for me to have to intraduce myself with a name like that.. ha, oh well.

5. i don't ever listen in any of my classes but i manage to make good grades.. not because i have a good memory but because i have a technique that on mutiple choice answers i look up at a random poster in the room and the first letter out of A,B,C, or D i see, is the answer i circle.. and its ALWAYS right.. i wouldn't reccomend it though because everyone else tried and seemed to fail.. hahaha.

6. car rides with my bestfriend are seriously the funniest things ever..

7. i don't care what people think, i'm not just saying that because everyone else does, i just honestly don't care if you like what i'm wearing, how my hair is, or how i act. it is what it is, and everyone else can just deal.

8. i have big goals for the future, and im reallly excited!

9. once, i tried lighting my fart on fire.. i wouldn't ever recomend that to anyone...

10. i laugh at everything.

11. i can't stand when people are in bad moods.

12. i also get so annoyed when people say "huh" or "what" when i know they heard what i said, but i always do that, i can't complain.. i just don't like when other people do it to me.

13. i love my family, so so so so so so so much. from my grandparents to my little cousins.. we're all reallly close, i really love ittt.

14. i've never lost anyone close to me, i dread the day that happens because i don't know how i will manage.

15. i do love god a lot.. ♥  ferrrreal.

16. i have a funny sense of humor, and i don't like when people are serious all the time, they just need to let loose and live a little.

17. i also don't like being ignored.

18. one of my biggest pet peeves is when people text me like this: "hey wut r u doin?" but like everyone i text types like that, so i have to deal with it.. its just SO ANNOYING.

19. mary is done facinating over my vacuum cleaner now.. so we're heading out.

oh yeah.. happpy halloweeeen!
boo.

over&out.

click to block out the rain.

i don't really know what that songs about... i just like listening to it.

so, its raining really hard and kind of freaking me out, so i thought i would blog to calm me down. i hate thunderstorms, i get so paranoid that i can't even dry my hair because i think lightning going to strike me. it's horrible. well actually, the thunder scares me the most.. especially when it BOOMS and then your power goes out.. IM SCARED TO BE ALL ALONE IN THE DARK!
oh and on top of this scary storm: tornado watch until 2am.
really?! how am i supposed to sleep with all of this going on... shooooot.

okay side note:

i kind of love my bestfriend mary kohn.. we laugh at literally everything

she just sent me this: click to laugh.

WATCH UNTIL THE VERY END.

hahahahhahahahahahahahahaha, kind of made me laugh a lot.

sorry to my two or three readers about tonights slack blog, i'm getting really scared, i can hear it over my music and lightning popping every where so.....

over&out.

click, ♥

taylor swifts new album just came out, SPEAK NOW!! i love it SO much!
she is the best, she has a song for whatever mood you're in.. heart broken or head over heels in love, you can relate to most of her songs..♥
right now i'm kinding of feeling her song: sparks fly! (;
"i could wait paitently, but i really wish you would.. drop everything now. meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain, 'cause i see sparks fly whenever you smile."

just on my mind: 
sometimes i want to take a little sneak peek into my future, see who i'll end up marrying, how many kids i'll have, who i'll turn out to be. if only. i can't wait until i get older, even though everyone says not to rush your life.. i just can't wait to experience my own family, and stuff like that! high schools getting a little old, walking halls with same stuck up people, cramming everything you know in your head for the year just to pass exams then forgetting it all the year after. i mean, i'm sure i will miss everything about high-school when i'm older and will be begging to re-live it all over again but right now, i just wanna grow up!


i can't make up my mind on anything i do, probably because i watch to many chick-flick's where the boy is always perfect, and if he leaves.. he is more than likely going to return by the end of the movie, and if he really wants you back then he will go through anything to get there... yeah, i guess thats what i have pictured in my mind. but, i really do need to face the fact that not every guy is perfect, and half of them will screw you over and the other half isn't what you really want to be with... but i know, that there is one out there who will make my world go round, make me fall head over heels in love and be the prince charming God decided to give me.. until then, i guess i'll just wait..♥


sorry with all this love talk, taylor swift really gets to me.. HAHAHHAHAA.


over&out.